Niggas need to get off my ass forreal. Shit. I don’t wanna fckng talk to you!

I’m a sucker for love. A hopeless romantic. I don’t give a fck what Anyone says about me. I love to my fullest, and if my partner can’t do that that’s ok because I know we weren’t meant to be then. That there’s someone out there better who will actually love me irrevocably.

Its been a month since we’ve seen eachother in person. And after seeing him today, I think I actually like him more than I thought. Shit.

I decided to take a spontaneous road trip back to TX….. For a whole month doe, traveling from city to city! Yeeeeeeee, quit both my jobs because I’m straight ballin like dat! Fck yeah I love my life. Can’t wait to see him too. ;) if I get my stuff all ready, I just might leave today instead of tomorrow. Let the day begin! :D

This past month 2mnths has given me enough to smile about. Honest to God, I’m fckng happy. For me. I love my life. I love where I’m at, I love that I’m single, I love that I’m ballin. I love everything about me. I guess the separation was a good thing because I don’t think I could’ve truly been happy when I was this him because I always felt like I was never good enough like I always had to look good and be “serene & calm” and everybody knows that’s not me! I’m loud, I don’t give a fck if I make a fool of myself anywhere, and I sure as hell am a kid at heart. And I’m a hopeless romantic. He’s taught me a lot about who I am, so I don’t regret one bit of what we had. He will always play a major role in my life. When they Ask
said that this year is my good luck year, I think they’re right. I’m HELLA loving my life right now. And loving myself like no other. :)

I knew it, I knew it, I knew it!! He has feelings for her. That’s why he never gave a damn about us. After finding out about something that was the answer to all my questions, frankly I don’t give a fuck. I’m happy. I’m truly happy for me. Happy with myself. I don’t need him or anyone else for that matter to bring me down.

I think I’m letting go :)